Sick of Me

I'm sick of waking up, and i never seem to sleep I'm sick of throwing shit up and I don't really wanna eat Stop pretending that you care cus there ain't nobody there I'm sitting all alone and I'm talking to an empty chair Another headache again with sinus screaming i descend From a dream into this nightmare that never seems to end Waiting at a traffic light, but i'm only seeing red I see death is laughing just beside my bed But he don't wanna take me In this slow decay, I'm fading away No, I'm not okay because I'm sick of me In this slow decay, I'm fading away No, I'm not okay because I'm sick of me I'm staring at the mirror but the image starts to fade I try to socialize but I don't want to masquerade Everyday's another obstacle and i don't wanna do it Feel like I'm a bloody burden putting everybody through it Every part of me is broken or its just about to break I just keep on falling and the world just loves to take Everything i've ever loved is underground and i'm forgotten I don't want to be awake because i feel so fucking rotten In this slow decay, I'm fading away No, I'm not okay because I'm sick of me In this slow decay, I'm fading away No, I'm not okay because I'm sick of me In this slow decay, I'm fading away I'm not okay because I'm sick of me! In this slow decay, I'm fading away I'm not okay because I'm sick of me! Just take me away, cus I'm not okay Just take me away, cus I'm not okay