I've been longing for someone
Calling out my name
Make me feel more than just a pawn
Waking up its all the same
Every single day
Waited for so long now numb so gone
(It's all my fault)
Always drink alone
I feel how it rains
So I drink alone
I'm always on my phone
None checking up on me
Feeling so unknown
It's all my fault
But I don't wanna die too young no
So don't give me the choice
Cause shit be too exhausting
Its something that I'm lost in
Tunnel vision, I got that tunnel vision
But I'm still waiting cause
I've been longing for someone
Calling out my name
Make me feel more than just a pawn
Waking up its all the same
Every single day
Waited for so long now numb so gone
Yeah I remember when I told you 'bout it last night
That I got demons in my bed that hold me latched tight
With a pressure on my chest and I'm afraid that
When I wake up, I'll have a heart attack
And I'll collapse for sure
Please stop, cause I don't wanna die too young no
So take away the choice
Cause shit be too exhausting
It's something that I'm lost in
Tunnel vision, still got that tunnel vision
But I'm still waiting ye
I've been longing for someone
Calling out my name
Make me feel more than just a pawn
Waking up its all the same
Every single day
Waited for so long now numb so gone
