Loose Change

Slept with my eyes kinda open Talked back to God like an old friend Said, "Let's reverse the devotion" Tell me no Learning that life is a rental Burning the ends of the candle So fun to let go the handle Let it blow over Yet again It's just a hangover It'll end I'm like a toy soldier Hard to bend Been wishing on clovers Not getting anything I, I been holding on to loose change Why try when I still won't get in? I, I been looking for a new game Why try when I'll still feel like this? When I'll still feel like this? Poison the old stream of consciousness Unaware I'm the conduit Ultimately the cause of it Tell me no Maybe I'm due to recalibrate All I want is to celebrate All the things I can never change Let 'em blow over Yet again I'm wishing on clovers Not getting anything I, I been holding on to loose change Why try when I still won't get in? I, I been looking for a new game Why try when I'll still feel like this? When I'll still feel like this?