I Need Me

I need a hug, I need a blunt I need a drink, I need some pussy I see the edge, I need you to push me Blind to my bullshit, still see you looking I need peace of mind, feel I've been wasting time Feel I've been outta line, blame that shit on the grind Feel like I lost a part of me, I worked hard to find Feel like the devil can't reach my shoulder, I feel divine Still, I'ma need that bag, I gotta chase that cash I wanna save the fam, I spend too much on grass No, I don't like it, I need it, what if I didn't have? Now I'm another that's tryna refresh his past I need you to hear me clear, I need you to understand These are conceited confessions tucked in a humble man So when I speak, you should listen deep to feel what I'm saying My pride never hides, it likes to snatch back my hand I need you to love me, enough so you hate me Sometimes but never leave, you know where your place be If you slip and fall through it all, I'm the net for your safety Keep me close 'cause I do the most, feel you tryna replace me 'cause I need a hug, I need a blunt I need a drink, I need some pussy I see the edge, I need you to push me Blind to my bullshit, still see you looking Me, I need redemption, forgive me for how I'm tripping I prone to go crazy, I ain't been cool in a minute My brain, it got the vision of two perspective collisions Poke my chest, drag my nut just to show 'em how I've been living I'm in need of the feeling, I done been pessimistic Like I need to be healing, pain is something you live with I fiend for the peace, still the nigga to kill shit I don't give a fuck, gas me up for the guilt trip Really, I just need escape, spend a dollar, make a dime and lose that shit along the way I don't plan on dropping mine, I'll keep all my secrets safe Thinking I should probably put my mental in a better place I feel like outta options, I feel like numb the pain I feel just like the rain when the sound of the thunder came Rushing and rushing right into nothing, like what a shame Low key been screaming for help, heart broke, it never came, now I'm saying I need a hug, I need a blunt I need a drink, I need some pussy I see the edge, I need you to push me Blind to my bullshit, still see you looking Sometimes I wanna leave, sometimes I wanna be all by myself Sometimes I wanna go to a place where there really isn't anyone else I never wanna wait for the day that I'm breaking down asking for help Sometimes I need, sometimes I need, sometimes I need me