All Is Well

Today Started off rough Hard for me to get up Rent due on the 5th It's the first of the month Got a list of things in my head That I still ain't got done I guess it is what it is They say you only live once I need a second to breathe Social battery on E Let my phone go dead It's all just texts I don't wanna read I become so burnt out I need vaca and some sleep Some days I feel cooped up And I just need a release So I act like all Is well Might go out get drunk as hell Overworked and overwhelmed Im doing anything that helps This aint how it's supposed to be Uninvested socially Time been moving slow for me Using all my energy (my energy) I cant be the only who feels like this shit is a constant struggle I just wanna wake up nice and calm but swear it's always something (I need peace so) Please don't start bringing that bullshit around And I don't need nobody coming around stressing me out I just did a cheers with nobody here A vibe, look at me, stressed where? You call it doing a little too much and see baby I call it self-care How I feel crowded with no one around me? I gotta get out my own mind Shit looks good the way I present it But you wouldn't know from the outside So I act like all Is well Might go out get drunk as hell Overworked and overwhelmed Im doing anything that helps This aint how it's supposed to be Uninvested socially Time been moving slow for me Using all my energy (my energy)