Here We Go Again

I just sent another text, 3 paragraphs i'm a mess I love you but I neglected Things I should've said feelings I should've kept I got insecurities that trigger me Shit thats hard to fight through mentally A season that didn't last, blindsided with jab Have you ever had to Grieve someone who aint dead I ain't never felt like this Felt my heart beat out my chest All my life I feel like I keep dodging broken promises Gave my all and nothing less Finding peace removing stress I want people in my life that I ain't ever gotta question Sick of knocking down walls if I ain't ever gon build What's the point of making love If we ain't never gone feel? I only show 2 sides, you got the one that was real Most of starting over, but ain't ever really healed Here we go again, feels good til it ends Make me never wanna love again Have you up thinking about a buncha things Here we go again, I hope im done with this Temporary vibes that feel permanent Jaded and I can't get out of it It's all the same, I guess here we go again Here we go again with the same old shit out now People love to take what they need then they dip out I been searching for someone to prove me wrong Learning to accept all the things I can't control Now i'm careful when you text me Tricky with yo technique And anyone who go, damn sure won't forget me Cuz I know im a vibe, face card don't decline My money ain't short, and this pussy still fye Fuckin right I had to switch up on the way I move You made it feel like loving me was difficult And it won't be be the first or last I can feel myself holding back Doing it again tryna protect what's left Sick of knocking down walls if I ain't ever gon build What's the point of making love If we ain't never gone feel? I only show 2 sides, you got the one that was real Most of starting over, but ain't ever really healed Here we go again, feels good til it ends Make me never wanna love again Have you up thinking about a buncha things Here we go again, I hope im done with this Temporary vibes that feel permanent Jaded and I can't get out of it It's all the same, I guess here we go again