Paranoid

Slidin' round in the backseat, sittin' in the pool of my blood Lookin' at my shirt, it's a hole in my gut Lookin' at my brother, see the fear in his eyes Lookin' at the stars, hope this not my last night Layin' on a metal table and they got me naked I'm lookin' around and I see eyes of a stranger I'm lookin' for family, I am all alone Prayin' to God that I can make it back home Now you know what's up with me, now you know what's up with me Brother got me there in 30 seconds, yeah, he fuck with me I don't got no opps, so who the fuck would wanna fuck with me, or even bust at me And no weapon formed against me shall prosper Blessed that God was with me and them doctors Coulda had it worse, but I got right up Tryna put me on a shirt, but I'm a fighter Thinkin' in my head, I gotta stay up Cause if I fall asleep, I might not wake up See them heaven gates and meet my maker Reunited with my family and my savior I'm paranoid, a young nigga, I'm so paranoid They ask me how I feel, I don't even wanna hear that noise Fill the void, I bet these drugs, they gon' fill the void New niggas come around, actin' funny, I'ma lay you down I'm paranoid, a young nigga, I'm so paranoid They ask me how I feel, I don't even wanna hear that noise Fill the void, I bet these drugs, they gon' fill the void New niggas come around, actin' funny, I'ma lay you down This might be the realest shit that I ever wrote And as a child, I told myself that I would never tote But when he was shootin', I was mad I couldn't bust back I'm sorry to the kid in me, but I'm screamin fuck that That bullet changed my energy, I don't even notice me If I didn't have God, I know I'd be six feet I'm here for a reason, this is my worst season Cry every night, tell the Lord that I trust him I spread love, not violence So why the fuck did I get shot I spread love, not violence So why the fuck did I get shot I'm paranoid, a young nigga, I'm so paranoid They ask me how I feel, I don't even wanna hear that noise Fill the void, I bet these drugs, they gon fill the void New niggas come around, actin' funny, I'ma lay you down I'm paranoid, a young nigga, I'm so paranoid They ask me how I feel, I don't even wanna hear that noise Fill the void, I bet these drugs, they gon' fill the void New niggas come around, actin' funny, I'ma lay you down Lay you down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down