God Got Me

Got got, God got me God got me God got me, Got me I took a bullet to my stomach He was with me the whole time To this day, I'm glad my brother, he was with me by my side Just because you didn't leave me, I didn't leave Know it hurt to see me bleeding And them not bleed too And you Are My hero in the flesh And brother, I'm so happy you didn't spin and make a mess I'd rather have you here than have you rotting in a cell Thankin' God that I'm still here We'll just let it handle the rest I'ma let my God handle him But let me tell you what I seen When I'm lookin' at the lights Thinkin' that I might die I'm lookin' to my right And somethin' had caught my eye I said I seen a stranger But his eyes were so kind He took my hand, told me i'll be alright I looked in his eyes and I told him that I trust him As he grew closer I recognized that it's God Asked him if I'm dead He said, nah You got a lot to live for Everybody love you, I can't take you from your people And when I call you home, it won't be caused by a pistol Got got, God got me God got me God got me, Got me The doctors tell me that I'm lucky Had to tell him that I'm blessed And the fact I almost died at 22 Had me depressed I had to stay strong for the family Stay strong for the man in me Whenever, they would ask me if I'm good I say I'm managing Knowin' that I cry myself to sleep that night And pain ain't nothin' new to me, I'll be alright I only feel sane when my lungs filled with smoke PTSD flashbacks, shit ain't no joke And this is why I hate bein' sober Somehow on this road, it got colder My mama let me cry on her shoulder Only reason I'm alive is cause my brother February 12th, 2023 I got shot an inch above my belly button How the bullet, didn't hit anything major And I only came out with a fractured pelvis It's only God, it's the only thing that makes sense And y'all claim y'all got brothers Let's be honest Who really gon' sit in the middle of that crossfire for you Mine did