No matter what I do

I can't fight these feelings of depression, they take over me No matter how much money that I have, it got a hold on me Room full of people but inside I feel it's only me But I'ma keep a smile on my face, just for y'all to see No matter what I do No matter what I do No matter what I do No matter what I do Henny make me feel good but it's only temporary I talk to God all the time, but I wonder if he hears me Talking to my therapist he taken back by what I said Tears roll down my eyes and in my mind I'm wishing I was dead Imagine a life where you feel you're buried alive But you got to put a smile on your face, when you walk outside I'm just in a mood, I know that its gone be alright It just get's so dark sometimes that it's hard to see the light And I know that it's mind over matter I don't really mind it don't matter Say what's on your mind or you'll get sadder You all that you got and that's forever I can't fight these feelings of depression, they take over me No matter how much money that I have, it got a hold on me Room full of people but inside I feel its only me But I'ma keep a smile on my face just for y'all to see No matter what I do No matter what I do No matter what I do No matter what I do They say if you're depressed you're probably living in the past Or too far into the future cause, you want it to come fast Just slow down don't get caught up in the hype it ain't all that Lately I'm just living in a moment that won't last You got to know it's mind over matter If you don't really mind it won't matter You better say what's on your mind, or you'll be sadder You all that you got and that's forever I can't fight these feelings of depression, they take over me No matter how much money that I have, it got a hold on me Room full of people but inside I feel it's only me But I'ma keep a smile on my face just for y'all to see No matter what I do No matter what I do No matter what I do No matter what I do I can't fight these feelings of depression, they take over me It got a hold on me Feel it's only me Just for y'all to see No matter what I do mmmmm No matter what I do Yeah