Tidal Wave

I was sober for the first time in a year today It's kinda crazy cuz things haven't been going my way But how can my mind be open when I'm always drinking and smoking You can drown in your issues, I'm tired of feeling hopeless Life in my adolescence been tougher as I learn to cope with A day without vices to quit but I was hoping That I could recover and just live a normal life See this world through my eyes, instead of all of these lies In the ocean We lost ourselves Ourselves In the ocean Feel like I'm falling up but falling down in reverse I push away my problems cuz the truth hurts I know I'm on my way, this life is a tidal wave This life is a tidal wave Feel like I'm falling up but falling down in reverse I push away my problems cuz the truth hurts I know I'm on my way, this life is a tidal wave This life is a tidal wave I sit and reflect often But don't ever speak often Thats why I'm always stuck in my mind I just don't wanna cause problems And don't wanna be the problem I think I'll open up when it's time But it's never time I never will Moving through my life while standing still The car is driving down the road, but without wheels Always reminiscing back when I could feel shit In the ocean We lost ourselves Ourselves In the ocean Feel like I'm falling up but falling down in reverse I push away my problems cuz the truth hurts I know I'm on my way, this life is a tidal wave This life is a tidal wave Feel like I'm falling up but falling down in reverse I push away my problems cuz the truth hurts I know I'm on my way, this life is a tidal wave This life is a tidal wave Where'd the time go I'm out of high notes I'm mining for diamonds But finding rhinestone Walking the tightrope Think I know everything But what do I know I don't Feel like I'm falling up but falling down in reverse I push away my problems cuz the truth hurts I know I'm on my way, this life is a tidal wave This life is a tidal wave Feel like I'm falling up but falling down in reverse I push away my problems cuz the truth hurts I know I'm on my way, this life is a tidal wave This life is a tidal wave