Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Osiah
Performer
Andy Mallaby
Electric Guitar
Chris Keepin
Electric Guitar
Danny Yates
Drums
Ricky Lee Roper
Lead Vocals
carl dunn
Bass Guitar
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Andy Mallaby
Songwriter
Ricky Lee Roper
Songwriter
Chris Keepin
Songwriter
Danny Yates
Songwriter
carl dunn
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Andy Mallaby
Producer
Christian Donaldson
Producer
Lyrics
I was wrong
My mind is a battlefield of attrition
Sometimes, I feel like I have lived for far too long
So now my life's an ego challenge to prolong
It's not enough
My happiness leaks from me daily
Stab wounds on my back
Gifts that my loved ones have gave me
I chase "now"
But "what ifs" speak in my mind constantly without invitation
They distract from the present time
Until I'm low again
I'm my thoughts, seek suffering
But why can't I just be proud of the man that I've become
Every challenge overcome, I'm getting worse
This world has beat thе embers out of me
I'm just ashеs, transmogrify, the fire in me has already died
In this cold world
How do I restart the flame in a vacuum of hope?
I follow the torch instead held by my brothers
I fear their flame could extinguish too
Darkness consumes
My anticipated future, I'll lose my way
Polaris fades as the night sky dies, erasing legacies
Before too long I fear that I will give no fucks
And then my life's done, submit, give up
Because I feel like I have lived for far too long
And now, my life's an ego challenge to belong
So please don't mourn me
I pray you smile on our memories
I don't want to be here
I stay, save the misery
I hope you pass first
Parting will cause you to suffer
I can't leave you in pain
So I, I stay here
I stay here
White feather for my sins
If the demons win
Thus I, I stand in defiance
Of my desire to leave this lonely battlefield
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