Disillusion

Silence is mentally dangerous I've been reflecting on how I've spent my time I'm not content on its exchange To devalue, it is to devalue my soul In fear, I buried my dreams No longer Step by step approach the horizon in front of me, unfalted by enemies I was betrayed by wolf in sheep's clothes My faith, misplaced, fellowship-desiring, credulous Bide my time, opportune chance to continue Disillusion, waste of a conscious mind I instinctively refuse to be Conquered fantasy There once was nothing left But a burnt-out shell of myself And now I'm never going back My life's purpose, from the grave it has been reborn Buried, bygone in the tomb of broken dreams Once lost, now found, following until I'm in the ground Bid my time, one more chance to continue I resent Wasted time on ceilings of glass Daily the void calls me home I deny, reality persists, it will find you Tired of wasting my life I'm constantly suffering Stop picking the scars, I must heal Scarred, filled with hate Scorn withheld from my enemies Another sunset consumes my pain Twilight fades with my memories Scorned, filled with hate Scars withheld from my enemies Another sunset consumes my pain Twilight fades consuming my memories Heal my pain Stick to the path that was chosen for me Resist disillusion Waste of a conscious mind I instinctively refuse to be Conquered fantasy There once was nothing left But a burnt-out shell of myself And now I'm never going back I resent Wasted time on ceilings of glass Daily the void calls me home I deny, reality persists, it will find you I resent Wasted time on ceilings of glass Daily the void calls me home I deny, reality persists, it will find you It will find you, it will find you I've already told myself I'm not going back To someone else's dream Waste of life gifted to me Suffer for thy art Suffer for thy sake Most helpful for my soul Pitiless