Forgiveness

Ever sit on the side of your bed and just think cause you mentally lost Where did everything go wrong Like, how much time did this shit cost How many dark battles niggas fought How many more times did niggas call Girl don't cry if it's my fault Nighttime demons hiding on my walls It was way past ten, four hours in watching you pretend It's like money couldn't buy your love Nothing was enough till the very end Gave a chance to a broken thug It was just time that a nigga spent I was only asking you for trust It was my mind that you tried to bend I feel guilty even though I'm single Heartstrings ripping up like they was meant to Lost you and then I lost my mental Cold world, no I can't be sentimental Said forever Ever since then I'm colder than ever I've been freezing Something like December I hope you remember to never say never Hold on Fuck love Fuck bonds Fuck all that shit that don't belong Heart been cold, you hear it in my songs Always had a feeling something's wrong Thought our destiny's tied You was Bonnie so I could be Clyde Never had to put aside my pride Always hurting cause the pain inside Like listen I've been stomping through puddles of pain I've been waiting, hoping for a change Fuck that Shit ain't never gon' change Fuck that, I'm just praying to maintain And this shit do not matter Heart been dead but it still got a kick I'm a thug but you got me romantic Woah, fuck it, it is what it is Listen Ain't no point in me trying no more Cause all the shit a nigga did I ain't lying no more She ain't crying no more There was nothing that we ever hid But if anything you should forgive Cause lately I'm dying to live And I never was tryna sin But it's us we should find again Look, tell me a secret My love if I died would you keep it By my side while I'm battling demons If you cold then I think I'm anemic If you died then I'ma stop my breathing Uh-huh, that's a critical loss What's the reason What's the reason that no one around When a nigga's steady fucking bleeding Ever sit on the side of your bed And just think cause you mentally lost Where did everything go wrong Like, how much time did this shit cost How many dark battles niggas fought How many more times did nigga's call Girl don't cry if it's my fault Nighttime demons hiding on my walls It was way past ten Four hours in watching you pretend It's like money couldn't buy your love Nothing was enough till the very end Give a chance to a broken thug It was just time that a nigga spent I was only asking you for trust It was my mind that you tried to bend It was my mind that you tried to.