Bad Anxiety

Yo Feeling like it's Super Bowl Sunday And I'm performing at halftime Thousands in person And a million through the screen And I'm on stage but I forgot the routine Feel like I'm drowning inside a broken submarine Feel like I took too much caffeine or lean Feel like a feeling that's obscene Feeling like I'm waking up from a bad dream This year I'm turning 20 years old And I don't know what the future holds I still remember when I first became a teen That was 13, 2016, yeah Say that life would get better as you progress But the more we get older, the more that we get depressed Marching closer to death I think I'm scared of acceptance Grandma praying every day, ask the Lord to protect us Little kids dying every day I'm just tryna' keep my family safe I write these words from the heart Hope the world appreciates my art Bad anxiety get the best of me (Best of me) Writing these lyrics feel like my destiny (My destiny) Going to war for my creations (My creations) Don't need a listen for validation (No I don't) Used to be scared to put my songs out (What?) But now I feel like that it's all that I got (Right) Don't care if the world likes it or not Just let me spit my 32 bars and then I bounce Feeling so tired, think I'ma pass out (Pass out) Working all night got me gassed me now (Gassed now) Tryna' make a billi ain't no fast route (Fast route) Don't let 'em throw stones at yo' glass house The number you have dialed is not available at present Please leave your message after the beep You see here kid, you gotta just go for it Don't think about what comes after or what came before You just gotta bend your knees, take a deep breath And jump And you might think, "What if I fall?" (Yeah, you know how I start the album man) Well, what if you don't? (Gotta do something hard) What if you fly? (Turn my headphones up, uh) Truth be told, think I'ma lose control Life is a movie, you better know yo' role Every single day I be switching goals Hold a lot of secrets that I never told Got some loose ends that I need to tighten (Right!) Smoked a gram of weed just to feel enlightened (Right!) Got me paranoid, yeah I feel frightened (Right!) Wanna move away to my own island (Uh) Deep in the ocean I'm talking past the seas (Past the seas) Sit by myself so I can catch some Zs (Catch some Zs) Start my own race I'm talking Adam, Eve (Adam, Eve) Eat a few apples up off the apple tree (The apple tree) Bad anxiety never keep me down (Nope) Was lost in the crowd but now I think I'm found (Think I'm found) Sit on my throne, yeah, I don't need a crown (Huh) Can see through these fakes just like a ultrasound