Weighed Down

Weighed Down Our Hopefulness bred hopelessness And a deep rooted ache A hurt that Songs Just won't alleviate The taste The bitter taste Can't help myself I ruminate Confined To think you always weighed me down Turns out that I always shamed you for leaving But Its Now So clear to me that we weren't so different Blinded by our fallacies Ripping roots from beneath our feet And though it's hard to accept for me I cling onto those who leave I'm always Wrongly holding too Tightly to the love That I've lost If only If only I could leave it all behind Truly then I'd find A piece of Peace of mind I pay the price For most times I reminisce Like pressing puzzle pieces back in places they don't fit Rejecting blessings That have yet to be received Wasting time Wishing things worked differently Missing out on the life that's right in front of me All 'cause I'm Wrongly holding too Tightly to the love That I've lost If only If only I could leave it all behind Truly then I'd find A piece of Peace of mind Locked in this Trapped in this Locked in this COLDSTATE Trapped in this mind frame It's controlling My perspective Gotta break the cycle And become A man Willing to Walk away Who's only Living in the moment Only controlling what he can 'Cause acceptance is the only way To truly finding relief Wrongly holding too Tightly to the love That I've lost Wrongly holding too Tightly to the love That I've lost If only If only I could leave it all behind Truly then I'd find A piece of Peace of mind