I am a ghost of the boy I was
You stole a part of my soul I loved
I was happy laughing
I was so upbeat
My innocence you took you fucking thief
I have my dreams of watching you bleed
You held me down
You wouldn't let me leave
So confused and lost as you made me watch
A thousand hands reach into the shell of a man that I am
Ripping away any sense of laughter after I've become so numb
They rip away my ability to love
I begged for the streetlights to take me home
I drag my head in shame so alone
I am a prisoner
Like a child chained to concrete walls
Withering away as darkness falls
So take me back to that very field
Defenseless with no sword to wield
You coward
If these blades of grass could talk
The stories they could tell of what they saw
Tainted skin
Just drown in your despair
As if I fucking care
You've made this who I've become on the inside
Forever changed you took it away
Every fucking second
Every fucking minute
Now I'll never be the same
I'll never be the same
