Close To Home

So here we go We dive into the sin we left behind To save, what was meant to die Yeah, yeah, yeah We've collided, never been so blinded You thought you'd help but you've Made us moving targets Running round and round, so profound There's no escape when your death is inbound I dragged you back from heaven, so you would know what hell feels like With no one on your side My life was a weapon Forced to relive their obsession 'Cause all it did was ruin my life Now I'm picking up again From the fragile remains of what used to be And all it did to my life was condense the misery For the foreboding consequence to crawl back to me Was it worth it to relive what we thought had died? (Now we put them back together, not forever) 'Cause we're lying if we thought we weren't close to home So close to home by design I'm coming home This family is unwinding, I'm losing my mind Avalanching harder the more we rewind Despair is all we've known To pretend it's only grown for the better While curiosity is killing more than those who took the throne So alone but so loud What's left of them is nothing but corpses on the prowl Bitten by the howling of a moon, losing light by pending gloom We're riding on this tidal wave of cardinal doom So alone, but so loud So below, we can never be found So cold, underground We should've left to let this god forsaken hell burn down 'Cause all it did was ruin my life Now I'm picking up again From the fragile remains of what used to be And all it did to my life was condense the misery For the foreboding consequence to crawl back to me Was it worth it to relive what we thought had died (Now we put them back together, not forever) 'Cause we're lying if we thought we weren't close to home Lest we not forget Lest we not forget who killed us Lest we all pretend Lest we all pretend, it's just a nightmare Lest we lay to rest Lest we lay to rest, what killed us Lest we say goodbye Lest we say goodbye As we fall down the hole that we buried ourselves! Kill. What. We. Left. To die! Force ourselves through trauma And accoladed tears What you thought of me was just a tainted lie After many years I ruined my life Over and over and over and over again And all it did to my life was condense the misery For the foreboding consequence to crawl back to me Was it worth it to relive what we thought had died? (Now we put them back together, not forever) 'Cause we're lying, It never works out the same, I'm just Reminding, why we're dying, and let to rot! It was your mistake to travel back And mend what's meant to rot below We're more close to home than we thought