Dear mother, did you feel alone?
There was a time I never loved but it was so kind to me
I'm having trouble facing fear today
I've hurt myself that easily and then I've walked in silence
It wasn't difficult to me, that's why I never found a home
And days go by and I need to disappear
And all I've got is in ruins and all I've got is just a wreck
It's not the gift that's scaring me but what bleeds inside
Dying just to find out what it takes to feel the breeze inside
With every shortcoming and with every shame, everything should be going well
I came back from the murder's place and what is dead is part of me
Dear father, did you lose your words on that hospital bed?
Bad news were everything
I'm having trouble facing truth today
I've hurt myself just losing sleep, I've always thought in silence
It wasn't difficult to me, that's why I never found a hope
Dying just to find out what it takes to feel the breeze inside
With every shortcoming and with every shame, everything should be going well
Everything should be going better, everything hasn't been that better
Everything could be going worse
I came back from the murder's place and what is dead is part of me
