I came to lock this pain outside
but I found it sleeping
Into the night it came to life
reminding my own secrets
I don't wanna hear no demon
whispering "I'm not sorry"
For what it's worth, to be alive
is just like falling to pieces
I've found my place into the night
where memories are bleeding
Sometimes it's hard to testify
how dreary was your leaving
I looked through the key hole
and my mind shouted "Don't you dare!"
The biggest loss of every kind
a shout in a whisper
I wake up knowing
I'm falling like thunders while you rest in peace. And
...Hey! I need you more than ether
It's something strong that's choking me
A brand new thorn. My ego
is useless and helpless
You know what I'm aching to be
With you I've found a way to come back home
but now I'm stuck in a dead end road
No brand new hope
I'm useless and helpless
You know what I'm aching to be
I'm sorry, but at least I tried
Now I'm waiting for your calling
This utopia keeps me alive
A never ending drowning
And everyday I'm feeling colder
realizing that there was no mercy for us
for you
for me
