interlude IV (Showtime) [feat. Grace Rolek]

We're finally free Welcome home It's just you and me now Standing alone The world is ours No, it isn't Get in the car This isn't finished What? Even though the kid's dead I'm still seeing red I'm just a shell of his form That his innocence shed He lived a good life, and he gave it to you Oh, is that right? You know it's not true Look at him showered In blood and flowers Now look in my eyes She still holds the power After years and tears And confronting his fears He's dead on his record For the world to hear And they'll all think That it was suicide But, Christie, I know It was you inside I saved him I held him 'til the moment he died You choked him out of his own goddamn mind You promised the world to him, a goddamn lie What do you want from me? Oh, look outside yourself I won't help you take her down Fine I'll do it by myself You don't need it Oh, I know that I need it She's been gone for years I know you can beat it No, look in the mirror You know we both fear her We're one in the same We're afraid to be near her We utter the name With our spirits defeated But you let me kill him You're worse than Juanita I told you to end it It was all for the best So I have you to blame For this pain in my chest No If you won't go, I will To avenge the lost soul I killed You're filling your heart up with hate all the same (no) As the kid that you just left face down on the pavement It's time I made a statement A pity, the city has ruined us We could've fooled Hollywood Just the two of us But Juanita has made a fool of us You're lost One, two, three, four Is this what love is really for? Is this all I get for being yours? The kid in front of me in blood and gore Five, six, seven, eight Years put to waste for all I hate They'll all know Juanita's fate Show's 'bout to start Don't be late