Empty Cup

I broke my half-empty glass All I have left is empty cup Messed up, fucked up I think I need to grow up You know these days I don't even want to wake up Too much at stake, I take some pills but still feel fake as Fuck I'm drowning in the lake of my emotions Sometimes it's massive So it feels more like the ocean I need a break from my heartache, yeah But still I make the same mistakes, oh yeah Can't lift the weight that's on my chest Lost on this never-ending quest I guess I've failed this test Babe, I'm a mess, I think I need some rest I try so hard and always fail I'm like a dog chasing his tail So sad some things won't last Thoughts in my head won't leave them in the past Drifting on the waves like a lonely boat On the flooded road, yeah Floating in the sky like a satellite Through the endless night I broke my half-empty glass All I have left is empty cup Messed up, fucked up I think I need to grow up You know these days I don't even want to wake up Too much at stake, I take some pills but still feel fake as Fuck I'm drowning in the lake of my emotions Sometimes it's massive So it feels more like the ocean I need a break from my heartache, yeah But still I make the same mistakes, oh yeah She got under my skin so fast Just a like a needle in the vein I think I'm obsessed And now I'm itching like an addict Feeling weak and so pathetic There's no dealer who can hook me up With that kind of narcotic She got me high but now I'm feeling low She was never mine So why I can't just let her go? Why is she cold and so detached? She got burned out just like a match There was a fire for a moment That I failed to catch