Loss (feat. Jason Evans)

White sand and lilac snow Insults my eyes I miss the meadows I fear my beautiful dreams, For they take me back to when my spirit was free These memories, they rip away at me I fear my beautiful dreams They take me back, gift me my memories I fear my beautiful dreams They take me back, but I'd rather forget Head trauma, amnesia I bite on the heels of my captor If only for a second he would lose his cool and break He'd cave my head in true, save me from the torture thats due If I didn't die, (god forbid I would survive) Then the brainless husk would inevitably take my place You take it for granted The will to survive You take it for granted Til you're yearning to die Cold hearts don't thaw I'm lonely forever In this world of pain Your emotions will drag you down Makes it harder to disassociate Ambitious, seditious so venomous and vicious. The word is the law but the word is fictitious. In sorrow they weep, stirred from slumber so deep, The sin and the saint so suspicious. Days turned to weeks I'm confined in this torturous place Bound to life - They wont let me die Til I've been replaced You take it for granted Each breath you take You take it for granted Til you're yearning to die Ambitious, seditious so venomous and vicious. The word is the law but the word is fictitious. In sorrow they weep, stirred from slumber so deep, The sin and the saint so suspicious. Beyond the grave, We are enslaved, The sin and the saint so suspicious. We are enslaved. Beyond the grave. Enslaved.