Second Nature

So it's come to this The ever-rising sun got too close for comfort I'm waiting for the cold to come High on a hill, hidden in the dark, dwelling in the deep Places I have never seen Is something there that I am missing? Where does this come from? I wanna be connected Back to the origin of the pressure points I never mentioned How do I shape up? How do I make the waves Or recreate a picture that's ever-changing? Revive me I'm alive for a reason, I'm alive and I feel love With a fear that writes itself into my nature Call my, call my name If ever I'm aflame Am I someone to remember, or am I already a memory? I'm opening up like a lotus flower Spilling all my vulnerability Since youth, I've never made a promise 'Cause if it broke, then the ones I love would pay Opening up like a bottle Poison pouring over past mistakes So I'm holding my breath like I do over cracks in the pavement And going under in spite of it Call my, call my name If it doesn't hurt to say Am I doing better than ever, or is this the start of the end? Won't you call my, call my name? When I wilt, you bring the rain Hold my hand Bring me back to Earth again Because I don't know where I've been And it's getting dark out here How could I cast out the sun? Revive me I'm alive for a reason and I know that I feel love Priceless, careless, fragile Never to be touched again, and never to touch anything Call my, call my name Bring me back to Earth again Have I passed by as a moment, or am I yet to begin? Won't you call my, call my name? Tell me I'm only human Hold my hand