Dark Grey

So this is what it's like to have it all turn dark grey I watched the colours drain from the dynamic each day Did we loose all the fun Inhaling smoke from your gun? Well, let me explain, my love, let me explain Why did this change? You're holding back Please speak with honesty And honestly, you held my hand so goddamn perfectly We're sinking again I'll let you know I'll let us go, I'll take the time, I'll leave it alone Just know that I did all I could to make this last It couldn't last Couldn't last I've been finding all these pieces of her, in keepsakes and reminders With moments I can't just put into words When death takes us both, could we meet on the other side? I've been heartsick without her near me tonight I took it off, all the baggage I brought And we, we try to make sense of the problems I've got And the last thing I'm left to think about With you gone and as I'm falling out Is what can I learn from this And how do I mourn for what I miss You're holding back Please speak with honesty, and honestly You held my hand so goddamn perfectly We're drowing again I'll let you know, I let us go, I took the time, I left it alone Just know that I did all I could to make this last It couldn't last I've been finding all these pieces of her, in keepsakes and reminders With moments I can't just put into words When death takes us both, could we meet on the other side? I've been heartsick without her near me tonight So this is what it's like to have it all turn dark grey I watched the colours drain from the dynamic each day I've been finding all these pieces of her, in keepsakes and reminders With moments I can't just put into words When death takes us both, could we meet on the other side? I've been heartsick without her near me I've been finding all these pieces of her, in keepsakes and reminders With moments I can't just put into words so When death takes us both, could we meet on the other side? I've been heartsick without her near me tonight