Haiku

I still find it hard to pull myself out of bed in the morning But should I get up anyways if there might be a chance I could amount to something? I lie awake wondering if this was all for nothing Fuck, I've got a head so full of doubt How could I learn to be more kind to myself? Holding every promise that I made out to me Like stay one more day, you'll be fine get some sleep And If you make it out alive you'll see it hurts the most tonight I can't shake the feeling There's no point in self-healing, so I can't believe I was so naive Everything that mattered to me Found its way out From what I can tell I'm stuck in my own hell I lost count of all those times I had fate at my door Cause I shouldn't have to feel like this anymore Do I go on without looking back before it all just fades to black? I can't shake the feeling that this life has no meaning, so I can't believe I was so naive Everything that mattered to me Found its way out From what I can tell I'm stuck in my own hell Stuck in my own hell What should I do When I only lose? There's just no use When I don't have you I can't believe I was so naive Everything that mattered to me Found its way out From what I can tell I'm stuck in my own hell (Stuck in my own hell) From what I can tell I'm stuck in my own hell