Patterns

If I could run far enough from where I came from Forget all the trauma from when I was young Could I find the beauty in the person I was Or choose to live another day simply just because? And now I hope that you know The patterns I repeat when I get this low Turn me into something that I just fucking loathe I can't make you stay when I know you should go I'm holding out for false hope You're always with me, a core memory The image of you and the image I see Every time I walk by the place Where we sat and drank and talked shit like we had nowhere to be You made me believe, you made me believe That I had a reason to wake up the next god given day And now I hope that you know The patterns I repeat when I get this low Turn me into something that I just fucking loathe I can't make you stay when I know you should go And now I hope that you know The patterns I repeat when I get this low Turn me into something that I just fucking loathe I can't make you stay when I know you should go I'm holding out for false hope