Keepsake

Have you ever seen this side of me? Staring off and thinking if this is all there is I always thought I'd die alone and confined I'm holding on to what I have, a souvenir that was mine Like a needle and thread, can't stitch up or mend Any minor mishap that's been taking over to my bitter end (bitter end) It's just my luck again and again Still going down, and down I spin Give it up And if you picked up the phone You maybe would've known That this outcast stuck in the past broke Every fucking vow we talked about It's not the worst that it's been I know that I'll never win A goal that's just out of reach Like my new year's resolutions I'll watch the clock racing to and forth, I'll be pacing This is the reason I'm this way This is the reason I'm so afraid It's starting up again and now it's brimming I won't hold this in or let it get the best of me Is something waiting for us at the end of the earth? I get so existential when I think too much I know I'm going to die alone and confined I'm holding on to what I have, a souvenir that was mine Like a needle and thread, can't stitch up or mend Any minor mishap that's been taking over to my bitter end It's just my luck, again and again Still going down, and down I'll spin (I'll spin) Still going down, and down I spin (I'll spin) I give it up