Entropy

Thought that maybe when I made it here, I'd reset, hoping I'd see clear Never knew that it could get this far Now half my friends are battle scars Spent a couple days in my hometown Used to love this place now it has no sound Suns setting over who I was And the things i loved Now I'm on my own In a city of gold Propped up by west coast thrills And my fear of being alone I could stay I could leave But it's all entropy It's a night Or three weeks And I'm back on the street Give me hate Give me love Give me feelings to numb Bite your lip Hold your tongue Are we still having fun Maybe we should just get outta here Maybe I should just disappear Can't tell if I'm lying when I tell myself I'm happy here I keep I saying I should take some time Take a second figure out who I am But every month when I'm at my end I'm back again, and I pretend That I'm on my own In this city of gold Tried dressing up as myself To make this hell feel like home I could stay I could leave But it's all entropy It's a night Or three weeks And I'm back on the street Give me hate Give me love Give me feelings to numb Bite your lip Hold your tongue Are we still having fun I could stay I could leave But it's all entropy It's a night Or three weeks And I'm back on the street Give me hate Give me love Give me feelings to numb Bite your lip Hold your tongue Are we still having fun Are we still having fun Give me hate Give me love Give me feelings to numb Are we still having fun