Beauty in the Fall

I get the feeling the I may never see the sun again Am I obsessed or just depressed can't tell the difference These violent sounds have violent ends but I love all of them I can't escape the noise so I just take more medicine I see all of the ways that this could end me But it doesn't scare me I played the part of every tortured soul for far too long Somehow I found myself when I came close to losing it all Surrender reason to the moment let my worries dissolve Sit back and watch the beauty in the fall The last four years I felt the fear run up and down my spine Spent the last six months making peace with everything but dying I see all of the ways that this could end me But it doesn't scare me I played the part of every tortured soul for far too long Somehow I found myself when I came close to losing it all Surrender reason to the moment let my worries dissolve Sit back and watch the beauty in the fall Sit back and watch the beauty in the fall I get the feeling I may never see the sun again (I get the feeling I may never see the sun again) I've seen the summit Pray I might become what I adore Laid on the altar I'm the offering worth dying for I played the part of every tortured soul for far too long Somehow I found myself when I came close to losing it all Surrender reason to the moment let my worries dissolve Sit back and watch the beauty in the fall I see all of the ways that this could end me Sit back and watch the beauty in the fall I see all of the ways that this could end me Sit back and watch the beauty in the fall