Built to Last

Laid out my life in ways I couldn't explain I used to justify highs, pouring myself down the drain Claimed I was happy and healthy lived out my days in vain The day that I turned twenty one, I let my vices take the reins Couldn't be honest, had no name to blame Searching for answers They're leading me on Turns out that my only truth is "Grow up and move on" Regret the time I can't get back Promises broke on my behalf If all we are is who we have I guess I'm making amends built to last Outlived my vices, thought I wanted to die Drunk off of any old crisis, leave me empty inside If I can't live with me sober, how can I justify The way that I curse my father, we're just two of a kind Yeah I could tear out my throat, but I would still have his eyes Searching for answers They're leading me on Turns out that my only truth is "Grow up and move on" Regret the time I can't get back Promises broke on my behalf If all we are is who we have I guess I'm making amends built to last Making amends built to last Searching for answers They're leading me on Turns out that my only truth is "Grow up and move on" Regret the time I can't get back Promises broke on my behalf If all we are is who we have I guess I'm making amends built to last I'm so scared I'll end up back home Don't think I'm coming back Now I'm on my own in a city of gold You call it torture I call it paradise Guess I haven't learned my lesson The shit I've seen you wouldn't believe The devils in the details Another year with you (and) Are you feeling it too? There's beauty in the fall Every day a little more alive What was I made for if I wasn't made for