Up 2 Me

Sometimes I'd rather say I'm fine than say I'm not okay And I'm just tryna find my peace and pray for better days And maybe, walking through this life, I'll go and make a change And I can't talk about my pain, I'd just rather sing You might not feel me, we might not see eye to eye This music heals me, and it makes time fly Helps me get shit off of my chest, get shit off my mind They always try to bring me down, but I'm gon' shine My money moving, they started paying me to rhyme I ain't gon' lose it, cause I'm always on my grind These bitches choosing, she did not wanna be mine Well that's fine, just don't try to spin back a second time Cause it's my life, and I must win in this life But until then, I will fight To keep my peace in this life Cause it's up to me How they walk away from me so easily Is this what I get for just being me All the things I done, they didn't believe in me Guess that wasn't something that they seen in me Maybe I'll stop letting people be with me Give them all my trust and they still leaving me Started treating people how they treated me I gotta ask God, where you leading me Better off alone, that's what you teaching me Give them all my trust and they still leaving me Started treating people how they treated me Cause it's my life, and I must win in this life But until then, I will fight To keep my peace in this life Cause it's up to me It's up to me Chase my dreams, make them believe Cause it's up to me Now I see that it's up to me, to me