Think Straight

Yeah, yeah, yeah Oh, oh, ooh Uh I lost my heart and I can't think straight So I'm hoping I can smoke this pain away But it feel like my life's sinking Praying God can get me through this rainy day I got thick skin but this shit still bleed I stay alone cause ain't nobody else that I need Ain't get no handouts and look at the shit I achieved Cause I'm a different breed But my heart on my sleeve As a kid I used to think that this life be a breeze But put a loved one in a box, never comes with ease I hate to grieve, I can feel it every time I breathe But this life you gotta keep going, gotta keep growing Man this music changed my life so I keep flowing Pain drowning out my life but I keep floating And I'm trying to live right so I can keep glowing But I'm still human so I still sin Tired of losing, I just wanna win I got some brothers been through thick and thin Gon' be my brothers till the fucking end I got this shit on my own Yeah I'm my own boss But I swear that this came with a cost So many people left, even family I lost But I couldn't let that shit throw me off Gotta chase this bread til this life over I'm going everyday looking over my shoulder And I know that they hate that I'm bipolar I talk to them today, tomorrow I just don't know em And that's just how I be Might not hear from me til next week Down on my ass, now I'm back on my feet Gotta make a change cause the family gotta eat I lost my heart and I can't think straight So I'm hoping I can smoke this pain away But it feel like my life's sinking Praying God can get me through this rainy day Get me through this rainy day Just get me through this, get me through this Get me through this rainy day