Forever

God, I need you right now, don't know where my head at Tryna focus, only goin' where they put the bread at I been locked in on this road, forget where my bed at Told me that she needed space, I forgot she said that And it kinda fucked me up, cause she won't respond Big fish, but I know I'm in a little pond Got emotions that I can't keep quiet, put it in a song And if I keep it bottled up, it'll turn into a bomb My granddad went and passed away, it's hard to keep me calm But I know he an angel, so I gotta close my palms Always said a Bible verse, know it's 23 Psalms The Lord is my shepherd, and I still not want Lord, I'm just askin', can you keep me Cause in these hard times, everybody wanna leave me Walkin' through the mud and it's knee deep Phone on DND, nobody can reach me, yeah, yeah I can't give up now, mama deserves better I hope that she's proud, see my name on headers I be on my shit, think I'll let up, I will never I'm just doin' me, swear that that's forever I'm just doin' me better than niggas doin' them Seein' how I get and they just sayin' I'm a gem Well, I'm him, and that's regardless, kinda heartless Niggas think they poppin' shit, but knowin' that they harmless Swimmin' in the deep end, a hundred every weekend My heart on my sleeve, but there's things I gotta keep in Scared close my eyes, cause the devil goin' creep in Focus on my grind and the money just increasin My scars always leakin', livin' like I'm dreamin Wake up makin' money, go to sleep and then repeat it If I tell you once, swear to God I won't repeat it Sayin' that they love me, but it really got no meaning Cause they still do me wrong and won't care at all When my life goin' wrong, got no one to call Kinda crazy that they wanna see me fall Only fallin' that I'm doin' is back away from y'all I can't give up now, mama deserves better I hope that she's proud, see my name on headers I be on my shit, think I'll let up, I will never I'm just doin' me, swear that that's forever Forever, forever, forever I'm just gon' be doin' me, swear to God that that's forever