CATASTR0PHZ1NG ALL BY URSELF???

So many thoughts that cross my mind I'm in a constant fight reminding myself of Times I tried to trust you Every time after time I couldn't tell you It's too much to handle I'm like a wild animal Biting the hands that feed me I've got blood on my teeth so don't fucking touch me I don't want to Keep it from you But I'm scared of Telling the truth I don't wanna be someone hurting all my friends I'm scared I'm saying too much and regretting what I said I don't wanna be somewhere I feel unwanted I don't know I don't know How to control the thoughts in my head I'm sorry and I'll say it again Cause I already see how everything ends I'm sorry for who I've been Acting out my revenge before anythings happened I wish things were different I wish my mind didn't work like this But I see how it ends Its gonna be me with all the blood on my hands You know I love you That's why I have to Destroy the things I love before it goes to far I'm not the type of person who Deserves to be yours You shouldn't get to close I'm gonna self-explode I don't know I really don't know Why I have to keep breaking my heart It really does feel like the world is ending And its ended a hundred times before you met me I'm a sick dog and a scared kid Please be kind to me, you'd be the first who ever did It really does feel like the world is ending And its ended a hundred times before you met me I'm a sick dog and a scared kid Please be kind to me, you'd be the first who ever did I don't wanna be someone hurting all my friends I'm scared I'm saying too much and regretting what I said I don't wanna be somewhere I feel unwanted I don't know I don't know How to control the thoughts in my head It really does feel like the world is ending And its ended a hundred times before you met me I'm a sick dog and a scared kid Please be kind to me, you'd be the first who ever did It really does feel like the world is ending And its ended a hundred times before you met me I'm a sick dog and a scared kid Please be kind to me you'd be the first who ever did