Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Karlman
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Gina Hannuksela
Composer
Karlman
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Gina Hannuksela
Producer
Karlman
Mixing Engineer
Lyrics
If I'd been, I'd been
If I'd been, I'd been, I'd been okay
Then I wouldn't, I wouldn't go this way
But we're here today
And I feel, I feel, feel so afraid
But I shouldn't, I shouldn't
Look both ways
Just be here today
I don't know if I've ever been alright
I'm feeling kinda schizo after all
Life's an endless fucking shitshow and it's dark
You acting like that shit is a walk in the park
It's truly sinister to live in there while falling apart
Cause I cannot see the trees or the grass
Besides the green behind the lines I see while eager to pass
I used to feel the grass, listen to unsolicited advice
And sit and sink inside my feelings cause I knew
I could breathe through that
But times change I guess
I'm getting through it, cause I know I ain't my best
But I hope I'll be someday
And look back at these times
Being fine with that I'm made like this
If I'd been, I'd been, I'd been okay
Then I wouldn't, I wouldn't go this way
But we're here today
And I feel, I feel, feel so afraid
But I shouldn't, I shouldn't
Look both ways
Just be here today
I hope to look back and think that I did pretty decent things
Maybe later on, I might even feel a thing
I don't and oddly I've been in my feelings since
I think it's more than just a minor inconvenience
I'm breathing in, I try to see it
And get a clearer picture of the chaos just to beat it
To be honest I still don't know if hip hop helps me with dealing now
Or if it's just accelerating what I'm speaking bout
If I'd been, I'd been, I'd been okay
Then I wouldn't, I wouldn't go this way
But we're here today
And I feel, I feel, feel so afraid
But I shouldn't, I shouldn't
Look both ways
Just be here today
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